Destroying FEAR and Living the Dream

Can you feel wellbeing when you’re not living it?

The thing about your human experience is, you’ve come to allow what is to dictate how you feel. So you’ve let the manifestation that matters most, which is the emotion that you feel, be dictated by things you can’t control. Do you know that collectively, you are creating this world? So you share it with a lot of other people. So you cannot control what every one of them do. You can’t control what any of them do. So if your happiness is dependent on what any of them or all of them are doing, then your most important manifestation, which is how you feel, is out of control too. And that’s what you’ve come to understand.

You’ve come seeking freedom from the bondage of the resistance, which is always self-imposed. 

You’ve come to understand that you can manifest joy no matter what now. No matter what now. No matter what now. And when you figure out that you can manifest joy from the power of your focus, then what happens is you become the deliberate creator that you came here to be, that you were born to be, that you still are even though you’ve forgotten. Then you become one who is in control of their vibration and when you’re in control of your vibration, you’re in control of your point of attraction. So when you’re in control of your vibration and you’re standing in vibrational alignment with all that you’ve become, then the manifestation has to shift.

And people who are watching you say, “Now that is just amazing, I’ve never ever known anyone to do that.”

And you say, “Well no one wanted it like I do. And no one was able to divert their attention from its opposite current manifestation long enough to allow the presence of what is wanted to become.”

We want you to understand creation in the way we understand it, which means you’ve got to step back and take broader view, which means you’ve got to stop being the flesh, blood, and bony person that you are, and become the vibrational being that you are, which means become the emotional being that you are, which means become the really picky emotional being that you are, which  means don’t put up with anything that doesn’t make you feel good, because if it doesn’t make you feel good, you’ve got yourself pinched off from your power, and when you’re pinched off from your power, you don’t have any power, and then you don’t manifest what you want to, and then it’s just a cycle of observing what is not wanted, and documenting it. Let me tell you about my life. I’d like to tell you about what’s been happening. Maybe if I tell it to you in great detail, you will understand it clearly enough you will help me move away from it. And we say, never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever. It never works that way. Document it and hold yourself there. Document it and hold yourself there. Ignore it, and you can begin to move away from it. Focus upon what is really wanted and you begin to move toward that. Pretty clear. 

-Abraham-Hicks

It’s been a year or many great and tumultuous changes. They haven’t been easy. Lately I’ve been experiencing a great deal of fear in the form of job changes, trying to grow my art business, shifting from the safety of a relationship to the unknown of being alone, and in the midst of riding this roller coaster drama that is life, a tremendous amount of financial terror as I just try to find my footing while simultaneously supporting myself, three dogs, and three horses. As I wrote that, the U2 song “40” came to mind, taken from Psalm 40:

“I waited patiently for The Lord, He inclined and heard my cry, He brought me up out of the pit, Out of my reglade. I will sing, sing a new song, I will sing, sing a new song. How long to sing this song? How long to sing this song? How long, How long, How long, to sing this song? He set my feet upon a rock, and made my footsteps firm. Many will see, many will see and fear. I will sing, sing a new song. I will sing, sing a new song. I will sing, sing a new song. How long to sing this song? How long to sing this song. How long, How long, How long, How long, to sing this song?”

That’s what I want, to set my feet upon a rock and make my footsteps firm, by aligning with Source. And instead of fear, I want people to say, “Now that is amazing!” and be inspired. That’s what I want to do with this beautiful, glorious mess of myself and my life. We are all creators, but I was born an artist. Creating is like breathing to me. It’s my joy and my job. Today, I’ve done the work of pre-paving, of setting intentions for joy and abundance before I went to sleep and at the start of my day. Today I am able to follow my bliss from one moment to the next. The trick to freeing yourself from bondage is to prevent the thoughts that bind you to all the things you don’t want in the first place. The trick is to feel, to really feel, feel how your thoughts feel. And if they don’t feel good, feel for a thought that feels better. Feel your way up the ladder to better feeling, one rung at a time.

For me, I’m giving my worries to God, my Source, and just following my bliss with great FOCUS as well as great appreciation and gratitude for all that I have. And so it’s time to create, time to give life to some new works of art! I know once I take my attention away from all I fear and turn it towards all that I love, the fear vanishes. Love destroys fear.

So LOVE.